About Me

 Hi there everyone and anyone, my name is Evan. I'm 21 years old as of writing this post, and well, it's not at all like I expected. I had never imagined I would be in the position I'm in now. I'm attempting to achieve my bachelors in about 2 years, but it's more complicated than I expected. 

Having to control my own sleep schedule, do schoolwork and think about where all my expenses have to get paid from, it's been a bit of a struggle recently. I used to have a full-time job, and I had forgotten what it felt like to not have anything paid for week to week by doing a job driving cars for a dealership. If I could get paid for playing Helldivers 2, I'd be rich, but unfortunately I have a face for radio and no voice that anyone would pay to listen to. I do enjoy playing video games in my free time, recently getting into Destiny 2 after a long stint playing Helldivers 2 and all the Fallout games.

I run on the Rhode Island College cross country and track teams, but it's been a little while since I've run competitively and I'm just getting back into things. I started back into running because I wanted to get fit and more confident, but so far it's been more of a struggle to get out and run everyday than expected. I used to run at Northeastern University, which was okay for a while until I started to lose motivation to compete and practice everyday, and when that started to decline, so did everything else.

I'm running out of things to say about myself. I honestly don't like to reflect because that causes my depression to flair up, and I already struggle enough with that as it is. I've found that avoidance is a useful tool but it's not effective forever.